Parvati

this stupid girl, not so affectionately known as paro, is really, REALLY, getting on my NERVES!!!!!! aurgh!

doesn't she have anyone else to bug! y ME?!!! what the hell did I do to deserve this?!!!? she makes me want to SCREEM!!! and that is definitely NOT in a good way! god... I'm attempting to write my essay. minding my own business... just finishing of my work so I can get one, just ONE good nights sleep. but does she leave me be? that would be a BIG FAT NO!!! sheeeesh!

first she calls coz her mom is bugging her... so i gotta sort out that lil problem for her. then i get a short respite. during which I got ready for bed and then sat down to my essay again... and then the stupid chica gives me a follow up on how her talk with her mom went. she KNEW I was working! but does that stop her? OH NO... the world REVOLVES around the bitch... everyone has to be available at her convenience, to help her in any way she needs. I don't think I have EVER met anyone else as supremely selfish as her before... it's really unbelievable.

actually the first interruption wasn't that bad... but I said something along the lines of 'oh, good. glad to hear it all turned out well. now u can concentrate on the work we gotta submit tmrw.' and then she goes 'oh my, I was just about to out down my diary and start working. but another horrible misfortune has befallen me! the power has gone out!! is there anybody in the world as unlucky as me!!' - or words to that effect. seriously. she thinks SHE's unfortunate! I know another person as unlucky as her... ME!!!! I actually have to listen to all this crap day in and day out at all odd hours... and the worst of it is. I actually CANT do anything about it!! coz she actually DOESN'T have anyone else to turn to. really! and I guess I'm to soft hearted to do what apsi suggested - 'tell her to take a flying fuck on a rolling doughnut.' but it sure would've been fun to say. he he :D

i really think i should post the letter she gave me for my birthday. it's probably the best way to explain exactly how bugging she is... hmmm... ok. here goes

Paro's Bday Letter to Me - verbatim (spelling and punctuation included.)

hey L
Its no use saying Happy Birthday so late, but anyways however cliched and late it is, Happy Birthday. Its really funny actually, this is my third attempt to write a letter to you. I hope i don't have to throw away this letter. Well, I had to throw the last two letters because it seemed to be too boring and senti. (You know, what a sentimental fool i am.)
However, i really wanted to write a letter to you. Now we've known each other for more then two years or is it just going to be two years. (I'll figure it out later) But my point was how much much do we know each other? I guess, you know me much better then I know you. Thats good to know, but also its embaressing. I think as classmates, we compliment each other, do you think so? May be not all the time.
We are going to leave Wigan this year. This has been one of the worst incidents in my life. I still keep asking myself, why did this have to happen? and at this point of our lives. It was very tough and traumatising decision and its still bothering my parents; but you made it easy for me to move ahead, take a wise os say sane decision and stick to it.
Thanks, for that. But you know what there are also times when you get on my nerves, just as i get on yours and then i hate you so much; but i feel funny after a while when I'm back to my senses. I would say to myself "What was i thinking?".
HeHeHe Neways, I want to apologise to you for turning down all your invitations; I mean when you invited my mother and also the birthday party. Am so damn sorry, I wish i coukd explain you.
Its just that i feel completely out of place. Am sorry for that. hope u'll understand.
Well, now i don't know what else to write about except that you are a friend i care for and wud love to have have you as a friend for life. Wish you all the best in life.
God Bless You!!
with love
Parvati P.

so, tell me... is that your idea of a cheerful and nice birthday letter to give anyone. I don't think so. It really pissed me off, and was a lil hurtful too... you should've seen my family's reaction to it!! he he he...

I have never seen my mom that mad on my behalf before... actually, I didn't give her the letter to read. she saw it lying on the ground, and naturally, read it. but she was really ticked of... immediately started psycho analysing paro. I guess you can't shut counsellor instincts off... he he. but it did feel kinda good to realise I hadn't over reacted when I felt bad.

I didn't say anything to paro of course. what was i supposed to say after all? only a year left. that's what I keep telling myself. if I could stand her for two years, surely I can last this one year out - without committing homicide, that is. and after that - I NEVER have to see her again. with any luck, her parents will marry her of to some nice mallu guy with a job in Siberia... he he he... ok, that was a bit mean. I really don't want bad things to happen to her. I just want her to leave me alone once in a while.... it's really tiring you know... to be constantly solving someone else’s problems. I do have my own to worry about you know. y cant she see that?

ok

enough ranting for this girl. time to go finish that work. I'm still hoping to be in bed by 2 latest. which gives me about an hour to nail this essay. so gnite and bye bye all... he he he... like there are That many people reading my silly lil blog!